The Inspiration x 1 11:02:00 PM

Big Boi and the Roots, two of my favorite artists, preforming 'Shutterbugg' from Big Boi's 'Sir Lucious Left Foot: The Son of Chico Dusty' on Jimmy Fallon's Late Night.

Big Things Poppin' 12:22:00 AM

Well, to much happened since I last wrote on here to talk and review so what I am going to do is briefly tell you how I am feeling based on the summer.

During camp I REALLY didn't want to go, but of course who's knows what might happen so I didn't go in the camp all, "I hate this shit" but more like, "whatever." Anyways fast forward a month at camp and I want to stay longer. I mean I had one of my new best friends, Chris, help through all these emotions and drama shit (relationship stuff included) that happened, and like me and him like fought through it all. Like no homo, but I think I would have died at that camp without Chris.

Coming out of camp (Chris had to stay cause his mom was making him), I went back to the city thought about everything that happened and compared to what happened to me in 9th Grade, I felt like this whole shit about me feeling isolate din the school and etc. is because I wasn't ready for it... I could ramble on but I mean, it tears me up thinking how much I could have done at school, like everything I did at camp if I actually tried...

Coming out of that mindset that "mistakes aren't mistakes until you make them," has changed my whole perspective of my social status like, being afraid to talk to people, and being not afraid, saying the right things, and saying the wrong things, I feel I learned it all, and I feel SOOO much happier now that I know what to do with school, and how to manage work.

Based on that I feel here are my top 3 things I need to do before I turn 16:
1) Meet Jasmine Villegas or another ESKO (long story)
2) Finally get back in this studio and release my emotions I've been holding in (sounds corny I know)
3) Don't let fear of risk get in the way of affecting a specific decision